Natas - Get My Head Together lyrics

(feat. Esham) [Esham] I hear a voice in my head, my head hears voices So many choices I'm coming down off a bad trip, and I'm sick of all the bullsh** It ain't my fault, it's all my fault, who's fault is it? It doesn't matter, can you understand I live the life of a madman I'm psycho, suicycho Not Michael on a motorcycle I can't understand myself Man I need help Who am I? Am I who you thought I was If not too bad cuz I ain't trippin, nah I'm trippin, cause you know I be trippin You don't know me How you gonna know me when I don't know me I try to get to know myself Self knowledge and tell myself They're all gonna laugh at me.... I gotta get my head together [Esham] I gotta get my head straight, I'm losin my mind Givin you a piece of my mind I got somethin on my mind one time But heyyy nevermind I'm losin my sense, I got no sense No nonsense, mo dollas than cents Since I'm dyin The world may never know if I'm lyin Lyin in my grave Heyyyy... I think I need a shave What's my name? Who stole my brain? Who should I blame? Blame it on the boogie, blame it on the rain I can feel yo pain I'ma say, heyyyy I forgot what I'ma say Who, what, when, where, why, how? I gotta get my head together [Esham] I got to get it straight, I got to get it straight I can't really wait, I can't really wait For my mind, making my mind, I'm losing my mind So do you mind, I don't mind if you don't mind Cause what's yours is mine But I need my own You know what I'm sayin holmes You don't know cause I don't know So get that my names Esham Slit your wrist, drink a orange juice Hallelujah s** my dick, what's it to ya I'm from nowhere, I comin straight outta nowhere And going nowhere Mo dope, mo dope, mo coke for the fiends to smoke Hit me, come get me lock me up I don't give a f** I gotta get my head together [Esham] Man I'm back, I'm the black devil and that ain't no joke What's up, who's playin that beat Comin thru in the backseat Cheap shots,cheap tricks But you can s** on my toe hey hoe you know That I'm the black bro I still don't know where I come from Lick my balls till my dick's numb Dum diddy dum diddy dum dum Redrum, I feel like a redrum E-S-H-A-M Why I'm talkin bout him? Is that me? You can't see what I can see Man whateva I gotta get my head together