Nat & Alex Wolff - Help Me Understand lyrics

Miranda oh please forgive me For I was wrong I am so lonely and hopeless When you are gone I sit on my stoop And I mope 'till the break of dawn Listening to Elliot Smith's most depressing song 'Cause when you don't call me back I almost have a heart attack I imagine you at the beach, Laughing with guys better looking than me Don't you see it's misery Help me understand, What it is I've done Girls are so complex Can't we just have fun? Miranda I'm sorry I hurt you But I'll improve Please don't leave me and go off With some skater dude Watching Roman Holiday In my room Crying Looking at pictures of us We took in photo booths Still crying 'Cause when you don't call me back I almost have a heart attack Oh I imagine you at the beach Laughing with guys better looking than me Don't you see it's misery? Help me understand What it is I've done Girls are so complex Can't we just have fun? I know you look good in the bikini your wearing on the beach In my imagination With this shirtless guy With blue eyes Rubbing sun tan lotion All over your front and back sides As I sit in my room Chained up by my mind In this nightmare I wanna die I wanna die 'Cause when you don't call me back I almost have a heart attack I imagine at the beach Laughing with guys better looking than me Don't you see it's misery? Help me understand What it is I've done Girls are so complex Can't we just have fun?