Nasty C - Feeling lyrics

Ay, drama and stress Chasing me down on a highway express List of beggars on my right and my left List of beggars living right in my texts I'm getting all the money, not all the rest I hope every single person that need me Learn how to fly and jump out of they nest Land on a blessing, let God do the rest Ninety-nine problems and most of them real Some of them really just all in my head I'm letting go of happiness for a pill I'm tryna find some happiness in a pill Validation is a drug Even ni**as following us Tell 'em to follow they gut I'm swimming in money 'cause I never swam as a kid And I thought I'd be dumb as a b*tch A house with a pool is a dream that I left in my bed 'Cause I wasn't supposed to be sh*t Lucky for me, I was curious, y'all call it ADHD Till I decided to squeeze a thought that I could one day be rich maybe I be tryna tell 'em I do not need no treatment I just need for you to treat me like I'm human Like we even, we equal Breathing, feeling Touch down '97, ay February 11, ay God said, "Let there be motherfu*ker That's gon' stand right up and ask some questions, ay Don't take no direction, ay Then make everybody else a su*ker for attention, ay" I don't walk on water, no But some people praise me, ay Do I even like it? No Do I really hate it? Ay I been going through it and the magic word is 'through' Found myself in all the bullsh*t, then I flushed the residue Now a young ni**a so driven I got mileage for days Life is pussy, pussy's good but sometimes it's okay Yeah, some times it get average I swear I be spittin' fire like a dragon, you a angry bird Mad at my wings instead of your own Hating on me and loving my clones You hating my pics but mimic the pose Throw me in the ditch, then later realise you planted a rose That's why I stay in a planet of my own and I mind mine Promise you, if I don't die a legend, I'ma die trying I don't see no stop signs Ain't no such on cloud nine When y'all say the names of our legends, y'all better shout mine Every body got an opinion they wanna outline ni**as made the worst of decisions then wanna doubt mine Everything looks simple 'cause y'all looking from the outside Go control your own blessings, ni**a, let me count mine