Nada Surf - Zen Brain lyrics

I'm going from strange to stranger Every year It's going from strange to stranger Every year I take it back You're panicking I take it back I just don't know I really thought I wanted to go But when you're close You look through me just like a ghost I like sleeping I'm only safe when I'm dreaming I need a new heart This one's hollow always scheming You wait for summer And then you wait for winter But there's a total lack of splendor Zen brain Throw away your crushes All your childhood crutches away Super brain Never scared of nothing Violence or loving my way