[Intro] If I am judged by Jesus Christ I have nothing to speak about I am only a military man who complies with his orders If I am judged by Jesus Christ I have nothing to speak about I am only a military man who complies with his orders [Verse] Now what is ? if you can How does it feel to be an old man Why does all this coffee Taste so stale Where did all my heroes go Why am I still here If nothing is nothing There must be something in place ? to silo-lets Something I'll never be Scatter my answer across the daily grind I miss the feeling that you get When theirs nothing to look ? Pretend the art is alive Then we can all sing along to broken records One night to remember is what the kids Will be saving if the moment Aren't their are I'm too forgotten I'm dredding the day that I miss my chance To be remembered is the bigger different picture Last call for the all failures That shed another tear Shake my hand for giving an effort Must of been something I said Put a cross to the point of ? I'm leaving more than my words I got my flesh and my bloods [Chorus] What am I if I'm not running on my back side If theirs a reason to run They'll be on their way I can't remember my thoughts I can't forget cause I'm lost Hellos and goodbye What am I if I'm not running on my back side If theirs a reason to run They'll be on their way I can't remember my thoughts I can't forget cause I'm lost [Verse] I miss the part that everybody gives in Takes the easy way out Say it ain't it so with more than my name ? Give you a dirty hand shake And lie about how I can't get enough of the ? In the middle of the summer So take a figure of eyes of a thieve I'm stealing thoughts and these words I'm burning bridges for fun I'm not taking names At times not caring about anybody but my self To keep from all the stories you gave up on So go ahead and jump off Because I'm tired of waiting And all the others to see That it's much bigger than this I keep pretending that I see It in a dream a drunken conversation With the man him self but all it is nothing And all I am is a dead hand I'm telling other that I'm really ripping Right apart of out my head Tell me more about the money How it is rethought-less sacrifice ? The day you call me out [Chorus] What am I if I'm not running on my back side If theirs a reason to run They'll be on their way I can't remember my thoughts I can't forget cause I'm lost Hellos and goodbye What am I if I'm not running on my back side If theirs a reason to run They'll be on their way I can't remember my thoughts I can't forget cause I'm lost