(n1nth)cloud - In the Past lyrics

[Verse] Back in the day I used to count on myself I'm punching numbers now Living life in this hell Still trapped in this house If I could remember how I got here I would try to move forward and ? days remain sober But as I'm gaining confidence and walking around Limited to life and everything that's it around Digging beneath the ground Looking for certain sounds But if the times pa**es The circle goes round and round From dysfunctional dreams Open your eyes and believe I just hope you won't lose sleep And not if all defeats Bridges and ? ? if the ship sinks I'm older now And it's a question of cycle speed Look to the future and hope you can get Just have to lower your standards and learn to take a few chances But as it all comes together in the end You could never face life knowing theirs only an end [Verse] The hopeless american dream That always haunts you in sleep They got you captive now With your arms locked to your feet Dance with me Your a puppet on a string Going back to the beginning Make you want to believe Again it's hard to see Why I am six feet deep But as long as you live life it only gets so sweet Take life like a puzzle and live it piece by piece And of course I made promises I never intended to keep Rushing back to surface Relieving the pressure and error Repairing the damages That cost you while you were here Still unaware and living life without fear I keep the positive spirits cause I'm always in the clear Giving back to the world Take a enough of these chances You got a chance of advancing With your life that is so enchanting As it all comes together in the end You could never face life knowing theirs only an end