MZShaidu - Almost Nothing lyrics

[All my life until this very moment, I was nothing] [Kim, I must use the phone I've got to call grandma] [In a second mom] [hey listen Ursula, I'm gonna have to get off, where was I?] [You were nothing] [Oh yeah] [And now, I'm alive, fulfilled] (The tao states that for somethingness to be there must be nothingness) [All my life until this very moment, I was nothing] [You were nothing] [I was nothing] [You were nothing] [I was nothing] [You were nothing] I reside 'tween the blurred lines, undefined What's a sign, and what's in my mind? Buried in wives and casks of wine Loving the lie in which everything's fine A nihilistic nightmare I've crafted Clinging to my self-satisfaction But not feeling anything outside my pa**ions My soul's drifting out of my gaping mouth Breakneck powerwalking what I think's my route [All my life until this very moment, I was nothing] [All my life until this very moment, I was nothing] Dad used to joke I'd replaced my heart with a second brain I think that other one may not have been sane I been strange so long the range of emotions I express Are from "s** my dick" to "f** my a**" Beligerance and obstinance Intolerance and abstinance My last defense, your honor, is at least I can feel happiness But only insofar as I'm not pissed About the surrounding apocalypse [this is Harvey Johnson] [this is Harvey Johnson] [this is Harvey Johnson] [this is Harvey Johnson] [All my life until this very moment, I was nothing] [You were nothing, you were nothing, you were nothing] [You were nothing, you were nothing, you were nothing] [You were nothing, you were nothing, you were nothing] [You were nothing, you were nothing, you were nothing] [You were nothing, you were nothing, you were nothing] [You were nothing, you were nothing, you were nothing] In a world where the only thing you gotta cling to is the authority of a greater being Who can see things you can see and define your morality, making life easy -er than it would be if you had nothing but a black void coming when your dead Get your head on straight, because if you can't relate, then your fate is Lookin' like a crazy f** When you don't believe in luck and karma, other mothaf**as wanna harm ya logic They don't like it when your honest, when you're a challenge To what gives them balance Fall back on your talents, tip those scales in your favor Become your own savior, as long as you can savor your time without losing your mind And blowin' it out--foregoing that route though I doubt it matters If you'd rather be nothing how could I stop you? I'm not you, I'm alive--fulfilled--spilled out onto found tracks instead of the ground I'm something somehow, and I have doubts about how I got here having been profound [All my life until this very moment, I was nothing] [Kim, I must use the phone I've got to call grandma] [In a second mom] [And now, I'm alive] [Fulfilled]