MysticalOne - Not Always This Evil lyrics

[Hook] Not always that evil They don't really want to know [1st Verse] Thought about it one day Headed for the runway Voices in my head Telling me I got a song to sing Really think I'm haunted All I've never wanted Ready for the words and style that I bring All the little things I dream Take a journey with me through the mysteries Show you something deep that you've never seen Never knew you had Almost true to fact Never seemed so close enough I'll give anything to see you laugh Anything to cheer you up Anything to do away with what you went through in the past Live and love Learn what I've become Want to show a better lighter side of me I'm not always evil honestly Understand what I'm seeking What I'm feeling I believe in destiny Ready for tomorrow And I bleed to heal the wounds I've caused Everything I've ever longed for is already gone So, so long Wonder what it would've cost If I didn't switch the cross What you think I would've lost What about if never found Put 'em in the ground Lay it down now Place 'em in a pile If it does no good or isn't justice Dare to walk along the line of punishment Nothing is above us He does it for the love of it [Hook] [2nd Verse] Sitting on that plane I got to thinking Was I insane, in love, dreaming, or maybe on the brink of losing it Could I do it world in ruins but as soon as the sun turned to dusk It developed and there was no going back We were here to last Open embrace it Thankful for the chance A blessing from the Lord Everything was backwards as I walked through the door Waiting all my life Forever never seemed so far away Closer to someone Winter a little more forgiving than it was before this came Making a promise to you I'll do everything within me To see to renewing aspirations We can take the world for granted Fully bringing horror to its door step More or less with every single breath I want you to know I'll do my best Overcoming the adversaries Sitting alone in cemeteries Deeper and more caring Fully committed I'm solely yours until we marry Forgetting the past and living in future memories Your fantasies a remedy for my disease Reality you'll know to be the same as those at night you dream For once in our lives everything is in reach Never looking back we're at a point of no return All the pain you had before are those I wish I could reverse But I can't and I'm knowing that you wouldn't Cuz you told me it only makes us stronger So I'm open to the future hoping to find what time has in store There's no limits to our vision Endless in the image anywhere we go I'm not always that evil