My Ruin - Sick With It lyrics

Sick sick with disease deny addiction down on my knees feed my affliction scared to believe my own decisions eager to please distorted visions breathe life need life breath life keep life lie and decieve with no emotion false promises loss of devotion scarred by deceit my self destruction love obsolete live in disfunction breathe life need life breath life keep life bleed life heal life feel life the sweet life is all i want... can i bleed for the ritual? Bleed for it got a need for the ritual can I breathe for the ritual? Breathe for it. Got a need for the ritual? Sick with it. Sick with it. Sick with it, sick with it... It's inside me I feel it growing nowhere to hide my anger's showing [repeat chorus] And on this dark night of my soul I will continue to pray for us and try to remember only the good things... the sweet life.