My Love Your Lust - Second Wind lyrics

Trial and error, I believe I've learned some tricks of the trade Trying to cope with this situation I've trusted you more than I've trusted myself Is this how you return the favor? Not a day goes by without thinking about you and wondering how you could ever be so cruel This is my goodbye, I catch my breath and leave all this behind Please let this be my second wind Day by day, I cannot find satisfaction in things, always trying But you cannot fly with crippled wings Just stop torturing me, I have nothing left to say to you Will I ever know trust again? Will we ever make it through? Trying to cope with this It's true, ignorance is bliss Lately it seems, that I managed to get through And I can finally feel the presence of change I never thought that I would disclose my heartache But you never gave me what I deserved Not a day goes by without thinking about you and wondering how you could ever be so cruel This is my goodbye, I catch my breath and leave all this behind Please let this be my second wind You will never know how much pain one person can endure Nor will you ever find satisfaction in life And I know these things to be true, never happy, always searching Cause at the end of the day, I am just like you I swear I will find, why it is that I'm alive And a love without lust is what I'll strife for.