My Iron Lung - Commonwealth lyrics

First scene when winter ends I get to thinking how everything stands still if you let it and How ever long you wait How ever long you want to wait It only holds you back Watch the sun go down, watch it come back up All the time we waste Is it ever enough to convince us that maybe there's something wrong Maybe it's me Back to the city where There's a buzz and a hum That stays stuck inside my head That never leave's unless I leave and I don't want it to It's a comforting sound that helps me sleep at night All the signs in the road read head north And don't come back I've been trying to figure this out I've been trying to k** off this doubt It comes in waves. No hope Listen, Help Me Hold it together Again, Realize Nothing is easy Unless we find, A reason behind our own dreaming I keep waking up feeling the same way Like nothing else is going to change Cause it's been so long and I try so hard any chance I get But the answers are out there hiding in the silence And it's our job to find them Like some pyramid scheme, retrace my dreams Keep waiting for my sigh of relief It's just the coming of age I keep telling my self It's only temporary this void feeling The one weighs me down makes me think less of myself But I keep looking up Hoping for better days Hoping for better things When spring comes I can pretend What I did before I won't do again