Murs - Break Up (The OJ Song) lyrics

I wanna hear your voice but I don't want you to call I wanna see you girl but not see you at all I wanna make-up but I still want to fight I wanted to break up but it just don't feel right (Sittin here waiting on you) I hate you you hate me but still can't escape Even all the bullsh** we've been going through lately Heart-broke, love-struck, tellin ya'll this ain't me Life without you girl it's something that I can't see I ain't goin lie, sayin I don't get lonely but it's only so much I can kick it with the homies And somebody told me, you already moves on I broke up with you you ain't supposed to get your groove on Not now at least wait a couple weeks got me lookin like a chump with my buisness in the streets Been a couple weeks but it feels like you still there No matter how I clean I'm still findin your hair Or some sh** you forgot or I'm standin at that spot when you came so hard I didn't think that you would stop But quiet as step I know you miss just a little Washed the sheets when you left but I still smell you on my pillow [Chorus:] Everything I do it reminds me of you And everything I see it reminds me of we And everytime I lust it reminds me of us girl I wanna stay together cause I hate breakin up [repeat] You didn't call me last night what you tryin to be strong? You'll call yourself stupid when you finally hear this song Cause I would have took you back I was waitin to in fact All you had to do was holler girl I would of just collapsed and Fell into a trap And started to relaxin But your a** never called so it just never happened Now I'm thinking Jasmine, Tanya, Sherrain Some exes I could call that'd probably ease the pain I try to follow through but I wind up callin you Hangin up before it rings girl it's really all on you But you want to get into it make me mad, push my bu*tons Got me trippin over little stuff that don't mean nothin I was sick of sufferin the fightin the fussin What happened to the love and the late night discussions about children and family, the future, the planet Now it's all over cause you couldn't understand me [Chorus x2] Thought of missin you again last night Till I remembered all the reasons that your a** loved to fight It's like dude I really wanted this to work But you gotta get you sh** together first What's worse, I really wanted you to stay but I needed you to leave cause we was fightin everyday All right Not everyday I know that that's a lie on it We was supposed to be companions we were more like opponents Don't this song make you wanna do it one more time Could I still be the only dude that's on your mind? I'm too proud to beg but I'm hoping that your not I would take you back quick girl without a second thought But I'm caught up in my pride and I can't make the call, Do you wanna break up just to break that's all It's been a long time, I know I probably shouldn't of left you cause your the only women that I'd wanna sleep next to [Chorus x2] You say you sick of me And I say I'm sick of you But we crazy about each other girl What we goin do Said I needed you to leave but I hate to see you go Can't make up my mind girl I just don't know I wanna make this work but I'm sick of the struggle girl What I gotta do to make you realize I love you I ain't goin lie sometimes I just don't feel you You find another man and I just might k** you