I'm sitting talking to myself I look around there's no one else My shirt is soaked with my own drool I thought these d** were going to rule As my heart pumps and my head spins I think its coming back again Instead of finding piece of mind I'm losing it in record time It feels like I'm dreaming I'm losing all feeling How long will this last Far beyond trashed The seconds seem longer The d** become stronger As I slip away from reality Scared to d**h will it come soon? I'm locked inside this bathroom Claw my skin pull my hair out Make's no noise when I try to shout Searching for feeling drifting away I'm trapped in a K-hole And can't find my way! Locked inside a padded room And fed all my food with a spoon My arms are strapped my brain is fries I'm f**ing trapped inside my mind! They've tried their therapy To help with my affliction I'm sentenced to a life With my accelerated vision Nothing left to do I can't find a way back It spins and spins until it all turns black My mind is a cell Trapped in a K-hole