Staring at the ceiling 'til my eyes cross and fall out of focus In a blur I stir up thoughts of phone cords How did we let them choke us? It's all a game but I don't play games anymore Ever get the feeling like you're losing control? I forget the last I called you and you were home But that's okay I'll just catch up with you another time You're the last thing left that really felt like home to me So I wave goodbye to my home for the last time What are you holding on to? You seem indifferent, so removed you're distant And I'm not trying to hold you back I'm left here wishing, maybe you'd be consistent with me But honestly you'd tell me You'd tell me outright Tell me outright Honestly you'd tell me if you wanted out, right? 'Cause it seems that way to me I'm at the front lines of heart versus mind And I'm at war with what's best left behind Left Behind You're the last thing left that really felt like home to me So I wave goodbye to my home for the last time What are you holding on to? You seem indifferent, so removed you're distant And I'm not trying to hold you back I'm left here wishing, maybe you'd be consistent with me But honestly you'd tell me You'd tell me outright Tell me outright Honestly you'd tell me if you wanted out, right? 'Cause it seems that way to me So what are you holding on to? What are you holding on to? Oh, oh, oh, oh Standing at the front lines So what are you holding on to? What are you holding on to? I'm on the front lines Oh, oh, oh, oh What are you holding on to? You seem indifferent, so removed you're distant And I'm not trying to hold you back I'm left here wishing, maybe you'd be consistent with me But honestly you'd tell me You'd tell me outright Tell me outright Yeah honestly, heart, tell me Is she really worth it? 'Cause it seems that way to me So what are you holding on to? It seems that way to me So what are you holding on to?