Mudmen - Father lyrics

I've looked the wicked in the face And there's nothing wrong with me I've talked to people torn apart So blind they couldn't see And I've stood alone with nothing left With knives stuck in my back I've paid my dues but no to loose And I won't fall through the cracks I wanna say, father are you proud of me I want you to know, I was never proud of you I wanna say, did you ever waste a thought on me I want you to know, the hell you put me through You dragged my name all through the mud But I withstood the test And sat back laughing drinking Bud You where just like all the rest My friends where few and far between But I know that I was blessed And I know there's lot's you haven't seen And I plan to laugh the best I wanna say, father are you proud of me I want you to know, I was never proud of you I wanna say, did you ever waste a thought on me I want you to know, all the hell you put me through All the little mistakes, we all make Are nothing compared to what I've seen And now it's too late, you'll never change what you mean to me I wanna say, father are you proud of me I want you to know, I was never proud of you I wanna say, that it never even bothered me I want you to know, the hell you put me through I wanna say, I'm exactly what I want to be I want you to know, there was nothing wrong with me