MU - Why I Left lyrics

I saw beautiful tears today It was pure and clean It was like a diamond It was like from the soul It made me feel that most of things Between people are not big deal Why do we close eyes to the fact Face to face inch by inch, We need sit down and talk together. Words are lying but feelings are honest So we are only human Misunderstand each other And just grown imaginations in the brain I'm now free woman I left the band I use to be in I don't know where I'm going to I don't know what I'm going to be But I'm happy I'm so happy I was scared being hated I tried to be nice to everyone I said yes to everything Contradiction Was getting bigger in my mind I found a lot difference Between what I said and what I think I felt like I'm devil f** that don't care what they think I hurt endless people To say no to be bigger