Mr. Sancho - I Reminisce lyrics

[Veerse 1:] only two and a half years but a life time of memories the moment i heard u were gon i broke down cryin on my knees sayin lord please take me instead cuz i feel like im already dead my methods ahuevo de smoke thats what the future will roll in this head man gettin a little choked up jus rubbing about it los hombres no lloran for sh** homeboy quit rubbing about it i reminisce about back in the day we used to play before we lift weights but i also remember the scuffles we had in the pulling the plane this way you hearing you say to this day hey pero come over so we can lift weights and getting a hyna and getting first dates and i embrace finally grasping hard to reality cuz i hate living a fantasy realizing that ur not really here i said to myself that it cannot be it cannot be thatchur not really here it cannot be, it cannot be thatchur not really here it cannot be, it cannot be thatchur not really here it cannot be, it cannot be thatchur not really here thatchur not really here~* [Chorus:] i reminisce about back in the days carnal we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal i wonder why u had to leave my side your memories on my mind everyday and everynight all of the time i reminisce about back in the days carnal we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal i wonder why u had to leave my side your memories on my mind everyday and everynight all of the time [Verse 2:] your probably wondering why i didnt show up at the funeral i bet it was beautiful carnal did it hurt to look at you lyin there in the coffin on your back dressed in black cuz i couldnt understand the fact that you had to pa** and couldnt get the chance to live a holy life always did something right our couple of days were tight thanks for everything expressing my gratitude with tears trickling down my face cuz i went out with praise is this a bunch of no maze? but in the end of my dayz thinking of ways id rather get by or leave me self a place so i must get high why is it so many questions to solve? not enuf answers so its easy to call i dont worry at all ill be your help when u fall why when i feel pretty sure with ur pictures on my wall now i lay me down to sleep dream my soul for the lord to keep and if you ever see me sleep anything close to a week now i want to let you know that i truly rest in peace [Talking] yeah wa**up this song is dedicated to my homie Gabriel who pa**ed away on mothers day and its dedicated to his familia and everyone who has lost someone out there rest in peace gracias por everything homie ill miss you al rato [Chorus:] i reminisce about back in the days carnal we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal i wonder why u had to leave my side your memories on my mind everyday and everynight all of the time i reminisce about back in the days carnal we used to kick it in the playground and lift weights carnal i wonder why u had to leave my side your memories on my mind everyday and everynight all of the time [Verse 3:] its hard homie putting these words in a song cuz now your gone and im all alone suicidal thoughts just rolling through my dome im sorry ese if it seems like my voice is getting eerie but every night i think about that day i get a little teary si supieras lo que hicistes dejastes a tus padres bien triste no es un chiste es algo serio caiste al cemeterio de los diezisiete anos nomas por un panoy el varrio que quieres tanto como les canto esta historia sin estar llorando? cuando ando solo en mi carro me acuerdo en esos tiempos desmandrosos dos mocosos jugandole los pozos de las calles we were whooped we went out to the valles looking for enemigas listos para ser desmadres was an every day thing and until that night when i heard the phone ring at about two in the morning my jefita gave me the bad news and my tears just started pouring, pouring [Talking] this is for all my homies that pa**ed away descansa en paz