(INTRO) (CHROUS) (Verse 1 - TalentDisplay) Trying to pull against the streams, so much effort into it I shiver and inside I hear my silent screams, last night's nightmare seems... like it would most likely be the devil's sweetest dream,,, where I'm in this rainy, windy, stormy weather... like I am in real life but over there I'm doing way better, still my darkest thoughts won't have me contemplating writing a goodbye letter, dealing with my problems through whatever.... may they be... mayday 3... or 2... minutes I'm away from yelling that maybe... but I'ma find my balance, one way or another, just like when my daddy died I thought about my sister and my mother... taking the right steps towards a smile... get it on my face and have it stay a while, have this sadness exiled... writing this verse already has my mood shifting and now it's uplifting how I'm slowly drifting,,, (CHORUS) (Verse 2 - TalentDisplay) Wave after wave, still trying to find the beach... hoping soon it will be within my reach... wanna get there when it's warm, setting up with no speech, only let the breezy wind be the one able to breach. I can see it miles away, heading in the right direction... can't wait for the sand and my back to be making that connection... smiling as I squint my eyes cause of the sun's reflection, just add a margarita and I'll claim I found perfection. Symbolism to serenity, that's all I'm searching for... risk everything for it, even the risk of hurting more... what I'm working for is my pain to be diverging more or else why have the pages in my book keep turning for? I'm positive that I can find a way to live with less of the negative finding the alternative, affirmative. You feeling what I'm saying, hope my words were swaying and attention you were paying as we're slowly drifting.......... (OUTRO)