[Intro] Yo man... listen up [Verse One] Look, there's times I get depressed Some ya'll might not know what it's like... it's like a knife through the chest I suffer bad, my bullies got me mad and I hate how it feels I left school... thank god for that The bullies got me so down bad so I turned to the man below to cope I don't know how to be happy mostly... I've tried to k** myself before Dumpin' my ex who*e... wanting her back and her love slingshot back I feel like I wanna take crack, turning to that might help me But, but, what if people don't want to know me when I become an addict My friends and family... people I know and love Maybe I'll die at the end of the November 2030's month The sofa too heavy for me to lie on it so I fall off it... all I might see is the light Go forward into it... no one can save me The red and white heart... burst open into the seems Wanting to make true my dreams Dreams of being a famous rapper but the sh** I went through The truth is I'm still going through it... I'm depressed a lot I can't get my head straight... my girlfriend arguing with me because I act like a kid When I get angry I blow my lid... everytime I rap I panic that my sh** ain't fantastic Back in 2009 I went on the wrong path... I couldn't really laugh I wasn't all that bullied at that time though... it all started when I was 15 The pop scene was all I wanted to be in til I rapped Yo, people raise your hands for Mr. Ge I'm the greatest that came out of the rap game [Chorus] One, Three, Two Drum the drums and wait for my cue Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow Feels like no one loves me Who's gonna be there for me [Verse Two] Sid, how are you? You turned to me... remember? You chosen the red colour for Sid based on me What about your friend Origan? Even Sean might get fed up with you Ceein (I ain't called that anymore... I changed it to Mr. Ge) You should have kept the name Ceeingee You hated your ex under that name... remember that diss track? She doesn't know about it yet I don't think... what if she finds out? (I don't care if she does... she'll not mind now) You sure about that? Her friend didn't like the song about her you wrote You lost breathing now... you want air in your throat (f** you... I ain't gonna devote myself to you again) Come on now... it's nice down in Hell Don't listen to those stories about torturing in the eternal You won't be tormented... I promise you Your soul is worth the sell, come on and when you die you can be happy in Hell [Chorus] One, Three, Two Drum the drums and wait for my cue Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow Feels like no one loves me Who's gonna be there for me [Verse Three] Yo... listen to that song It was the last one you did under your old name It's good enough for the rap game I'll rap with you like Origan I can be the third one in the Crusade (You can't... it's a duo and that means only 2 people) You rap sharper like a razor blade With the benefits that you earn At school... much you didn't learn? It was not a lot.... am I right? You always feel like you gonna vomit at night You take a couple of paink**er pills to get a goodnight That's all you do... you tried to be like your favourite idol Wanting to be like Shady and rap a similar flow You tried so hard on your own... you asked for my help at one point I didn't really hear you so I'mma give you a chance to know that I'm the one to pray to Christopher... you were lucky to have Origan as your friend for a long time You got him into the rap rhyme and rhymed with him Now you still rhyme but not as much now.... so rap with me Sid... please answer me Remember when you wrote a diss freestyle about Sutherland under the name Icy Top He called you an Italian Sutherland on his reaction video of your song Please Sid... talk to me hen Jolly Sid the chronicles begin I'm the master of all the sin You feel like you're addicted to ibuprofen You take it to get rid of the chest pain that is caused by depression Now... rap the chorus til the end [Chorus] One, Three, Two Drum the drums and wait for my cue Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow Feels like no one loves me Who's gonna be there for me One, Three, Two Drum the drums and wait for my cue Do I need to sell my soul, gain the best rap flow Feels like no one loves me Who's gonna be there for me