Mr. Criminal - Sick Thoughts lyrics

Sick thoughts just travel through my membrane Take a toke of maryjane just to keep tain Don't push me cuz im close to the edge Got a nine millimeter and its screaming out d**h Seen a lot of blood shed in the night time Honestly, I aint in my right mind Ive been subjected through the streets all neglected And through the streets its how i got respected Ive been connected to all sorts of crime In the span of 25 years a short life time A gang of robberies A couple of kidnaps See me flossing these the foos have been jacked I been wanted for all types of sh** Arrested at an early age what type of life is this I been shackled from my feet up and hand cuffed Can't use excuses cuz we always prove to have it rough Ive been shot at, stabbed, and shot back A couple of homies that could not be brought back And thats that, thats life A couple of older homies got 25 to life All over gun fights all in the sunlight They never made it out to see them summer nights Cuz we all brown and down and proud of how we live Still roll around the spots like I dont give a sh** Knowing foos wanna split me But i keep a stap by my side so why not come and get me I still refuse to lose Walking around with a 12 guage 9 and a 22 I dont trip of the bullsh** Levas talk sh** fuk em homie I got a full clip Id rather be caught with it then without it Id rather live in a cell than in the ground trick So I will not, cannot, and wont stop No matter what happens in life I wont flop Ive got kids to feed Ive got bills to play Until they take care of that f** what they say As far as i know ive figured out survival And in any second i could be dead and not know So i stroll with my head in the clouds And tell em haters aint no taking me out