Movements - Losing Fight lyrics

Split my brain in two Operating room Open up, cut through And erase these things I do Why am I so blue? an*lyse, a**ess And interpret emptiness Isolate my flaws Attempt to relieve restlessness Endless resonance Determine I'm depressed Prescribe and wish me best As if I didn't know I'm a f**ing mess All of my demons have come to life And they're eating me from the inside But I've given up on trying to hide Cause they're the only things left by my side I still lie awake at night And I still feel the weight - black and white I am stuck in a losing fight I am not alright