Moufy - Paris Morton (Freestyle) lyrics

[Moufy] Inner thoughts got me feelin like I'm aging Cause I spend most nights wondering where the day went Waiting for the day when loneliness becomes ancient But I tend to leave women when they raise their expectations Lately I've been bending rules I know can't fold And my heart's been making promises I know I can't hold I still have guilts that remain untold But those are common secrets held by 18 year olds I live life as if I know what to expect That's probably why my greatest pleasures turn into regrets My dad was around but he missed a couple steps So his absence is something I've just grown to accept But who really has time to complain When Cam has me sitting front row at Sox' games And while neighborhood kids bring they guns out I'm in the Cape partying at a summer house But while the liquor is hittin me hard I think about how Ty just caught a murder charge And if his innocence is something his lawyer can sell Or will one of my best friends spend life in the cell So, while he prays for the air we breathe I'm tryin to score 2000 on my SAT's A line of warnings that I can never see Wondering if girl distraction's something I really need But I write this as she lay there Her heart tell her to go but she manages to stay there I kiss up on her neck she says what happen to the waiting I tell her I'm no doctor I don't deal well with patience She lets her guard down with sorrow Knowing this is a choice she may regret tomorrow Hoping this is a memory that her pride can swallow Told her she can keep her dignity it's her heart I want to borrow She says her innocence is spoiled Moans in my ear, says "I used to have morals Jeffrey let's go back to the love we used to share," I would of came back, but I was never there