Motionless In White - Synthetic Love lyrics

I want to hurt you, I don't deserve you Unlace your body, I want total control Like maggots from the host, You drain, I decompose Swallow your faith, submit and f** until we overdose We said this was “the last time”, over and over again (Blind eyes) The closer I get is the further I feel (Hands tied) And I'm losing my grip on remembering what's real Cause our synthetic love is all that we know My head is a mess, And it's going to explode I want to watch you, expose and drill through Inject the poison, I have lost all control Crawling inside you, Fruit of the flesh is bruised Swallow the pain, relive and f** until we feel like new We said this was “the last time”, over and over again (Blind eyes) The closer I get is the further I feel (Hands tied) And I'm losing my grip on remembering what's real Cause our synthetic love is all that we know My head is a mess, And it's going to explode We lost our heads and minds explode I don't want trust in losing control I'm just a slave to how this feels But baby, please don't believe this is “real” I wrap my hands around your throat Bury your face and remove all your clothes We're both just slaves that can't refuse And everything that we have loved in the end we will lose We said this was “the last time”, over and over again (Blind eyes) The closer I get is the further I feel (Hands tied) And I'm losing my grip on remembering what's real Cause our synthetic love is all that we know My head is a mess, And it's going to explode