Moros Eros - Choices lyrics

I am not too safe with my conscience flowing under me But I'd rather be misled than have insanity Stained gla**ed windowed saints judging and looking over me Overindulgence in lies and sin has got me worrying How can I feel safe When I am not the prodigal Son of God? I am not too safe in the presence of the crucifix In such a holy house, how could you be serious? Behind closed doors, the priests are just as secretive As every last human being on this cold dark earth How can I feel safe When I am not the prodigal Son of God? How can I feel safe When I am not the prodigal Son of God? Or any of the above? This test is getting harder by the day And I am ready to give up