Morning In May - Survivor's Guilt (Making Toast In The Bathroom) lyrics

Dear Lord, can I stay at your place? I'm gonna pack it in, say it was an accident I'm sure I'm taking up space My friends are better off then wallow in my hallow cost I don't mean anything to anyone I'm right as rain, wrong to stay so block out the sun This is a note to my family P.S.- Don't come back for me (Chorus) All these roses weighing down on my chest Raise a bottle for every day that I've lived We're giving up We've had enough I hope you're staying strong 'Cause I know it won't be long It won't be long My only exercise Is running out of time I fear I'm just existing I feel like something's missing So leave me face down It never works out I'm stuck in circles and I'm bent out of shape Nowhere to go Are you happy now? I need your hand but you pulled it away (Chorus) Hear me out, the gra** is never greener Hear me out, I never wanted to be [x2] Hear me out, mom, the gra** is never greener Hear me out, dad, I never wanted to be Hear me out, mom, the gra** is never greener Hear me out, God, I never wanted to be here (Chorus) All these roses weighing down on my chest Raise a bottle for every day that I've lived We're giving up We've had enough I hope you're staying strong 'Cause I know I don't belong