Moonlight Awakening - I Confess lyrics

[Vlastyn] I confess I'm nothing you thought I'd be but you already knew It's only some days that I forget myself and but fewer that I care I'm nothing that I wanted to be I've said nothing that I wanted to say And it's only now that I confess I'll never find my own way You looked so solemn as I laughed at everything you said You thought that I actually cared when I really wanted you dead I'm nothing that I wanted to be I've said nothing that I wanted to say And it's only now that I resent myself cause I'll never find my own way And it's the way I'm always going to be because I've lost concern for myself And it's the way I'm always going to be because I've lost control of myself