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[Chorus (Sample)] Trying hard to speak and Fighting with my weak hand Driven to distraction It's all part of the plan When something is broken And you try to fix it Trying to repair it Anyway you can [Verse 1: Rico Metelus] Money, cars, Jesus Christ, who's your idol? Searching for answers, wipe the dust off your Bible Heartbroken, God done took my little cousin And I never had the chance to say I love him Need a Marilyn Monroe, need some pounds of dough Need a pound of weed, to get lost in the smoke Need some ounces of liquor, to drown my liver That stuff is hurting your spirit man, I beg to differ Need some ice on my wrist, my emotions strained Don't glance in my eyes, you'll feel my pain I know life ain't sweet, but why I feel deserted Lord forgive me, I'm just searching and learning I'm lost in the world, should be lost in your Word Can't take this pain anymore, I need a cure What is my purpose? Why am I living God? Would it be just if I just rather die? [Chorus (Sample)] Trying hard to speak and Fighting with my weak hand Driven to distraction It's all part of the plan When something is broken And you try to fix it Trying to repair it Anyway you can [Verse 2: Rico Metelus] You owe me nothing but you give me everything Got this anger and lust that just can't be contained My hope is torn, my faith is fragile Got this war in my mind, and I'm losing that battle I'm weak God, I need a spark like Lisa Leslie But I let Satan kick it with me, and it got messy I was puffin' them squares, and I knew I had to shape up Wasn't focused on Jesus, I was tryna get my cake up I was falling, and was stuck in a bottomless pit Till they told me through Him, I could be saved from my sin Had a void in my soul, I wasn't living right Till I satisfied my hunger with His bread of life God saved me from darkness, but it wasn't cheap Jesus purchased my sins, His blood is the receipt Now I'm screaming, Let Your will be done Lord Can't stop my drive, me and God on one accord [Chorus (Sample)] Trying hard to speak and Fighting with my weak hand Driven to distraction It's all part of the plan When something is broken And you try to fix it Trying to repair it Anyway you can