Mike Muir - Suicidal Failure lyrics

[Verse 1] Father forgive me for I know not what I do I tried everything, now I'll leave it up to you I don't want to live, I don't know why I don't have no reasons, I just want to die [Chorus] I'm a suicidal failure, I've got to have some help I have suicidal tendencies, but I can't k** myself [Verse 2] I'm tired of this way of life, my patience has expired I'm barely just 19, but my life I will retire I went down to a rifle store, I bought myself a gun I pointed it at my head, but I couldn't get the job done [Chorus] [Verse 3] I took all my mothers sleeping pills I jumped off a freeway bridge I drank three kinds of poison And drove my car off a ridge I beat myself with a bat Put a noose around my head I overdosed on h**n But I'm still not dead [Chorus] [Verse 4] d**h may not be the answer, it can't be all great But me I'm not into living, with life I can't relate By some masochistic reasoning, I think that it will be fun I want to start my second life now So shoot me with your gun [Outro] I'm looking forward Suicidal I'm really bored Suicidal You wanna die Suicidal Then die Suicidal Honestly Suicidal At the game Suicidal At the beach Suicidal At my school Suicidal