Daddy's on the sofa turning up another bottle to unleash when I get home I pretend he doesn't hit me Momma just pretends that she don't know I used to think of talking, talking to my preacher He says I should just forgive and forget Now my baby brother just sits and recollects the same regret And I just wanna leave Oh, God, please help me now I wanna leave As if that's not enough, we're the new family around here Guess that's all the reason some kids need 'Cause they all call me names and say I should just take it on the chin If I'm overreacting, then why is it so cold here Why is it so cold here in this hell Why would my friend Suzie tell me I should just go k** myself Oh, I wanna get out of here Oh, God, help me now I really wanna believe But I just wanna believe Oh, God, please hear me now I wanna believe I just need to know that you're really out there Tell me, are you really out there 'Cause I believe