Metalium - Crossroad Overload lyrics

Here I am bleeding What's the meaning Trying to find out what guides me on my way You respect your brothers While k**ing others I'm getting frustrated No sense in what they say Waiting for the rain To wash away the mess inside my brain Will I find my way Trying just to read the signs I listen to the voice inside me I won't lose my power Insanity Is k**ing me For what I got Crossroad Overload You think we're changing? Or rearranging? Jaws of corruption A sign of our times Waiting for the rain To wash away the mess inside my brain Will I find my way Trying just to read the signs I listen to the voice inside me I won't lose my power Insanity Is k**ing me For what I got Crossroad Overload (4x) Insanity Is k**ing me For what I got Crossroad Overload Here I am bleeding What's the meaning