Merkules - Mocking Bird (Car Barz) lyrics

Yeah I got no jokes for you guys this time man, i'm sorry People are lookin' at me funny Look! (Verse 1) Another day another problem You can feel it in your chest You look around and it's like nobody can see that you're depressed To the point where you can't even f**ing eat cause you're a mess Smokin' weed in hopes that this sh** could relieve all of your stress Sometimes it does but other times you get anxiety Feelin' like these people are plottin' they got they eye on me The irony You wanted to be popular didn't you? To be popular you probably would drop out of middle school Get drunk and get in fights and f**in' talk like a criminal Til your Momma's lookin' at you, like the f** has got into you You don't know So you blame it on the way you were raised But all you want is just for somebody to say you're okay See? Yesterday was full of sorrow and you're hatin' today And you don't wanna talk to people so you stay in your cave And it's crazy to say But you've been gettin' suicidal thoughts You just let em take you over when you used to try to stop Figure it out and take a second to breath Cause just the thought of not being here is better than sleep But i bet if you leave The people that care about you would lose it So let that sink in before you actually go and do it Now stop See it ain't wrong to feel the way you are The pain is hard But in this world you need to play your part Just make your mark We're people in different bodies But you've been so upset that you start to look like a zombie (Hook) Another day and it's the same old puzzle This anxiety has got it's hold on you The devils in the room and you're hoping he don't touch you You should look him in his face and say f** you Another day and it's the same old puzzle This addiction has got it's hold on you The devils in the room, you're hoping he won't touch you You should look him in his face and say f** you (Verse 2) You're smoking, drinking, and overthinking a lot You seem to slip and fall when you almost get to the top So you pour a drink til it stops Chase it back with a shot Til you made it past all your thoughts And start fading fast til you're lost Yeah I get it You use a substance to control it You might feel good now But you'll be f**ed up in the morning Not worth it Can't afford to be hugging the f**ing toilet Avoiding the very problems you got that you're so annoyed with That liquid courage got temporary effects Til you end up very depressed On your bed scared for your d**h Wondering what happened Asking everybody questions But every night its a head trip Now you're the one they upset with So pop the pills that the Doc prescribed you and lay down Face down Cause there's no point in staying awake now You hate how Everybody judge you like they perfect They got problems too But you're just f**ed up on the surface You wanna start fresh as a new person with no name Until you met that girl of your dreams Her name was Cocaine When you were younger you promised not to go near her sh** got weirder now you're scraping a razor across the mirror You stopped caring All you think you need is her now Like if you got an ounce and a bottle this sh** might work out Word Wow We thought you had a chance still Like how you supposed to feel better When you can't feel (Hook) Another day and it's the same old puzzle This anxiety has got it's hold on you The devils in the room and you're hoping he don't touch you You should look him in his face and say f** you f** you