Medhane - Sincerely, lyrics

You said your heart was in zion Im fine im just tryna get up out of babylon A dad who think my timing wrong I been watching the clock Plottin on taking my shot And watching for cops that see us as target practice My skin the blackest Mastered craft just to show that i am past average You knew since i was in the carriage I would find my pa**ion Anything else that i wouldn't have it So, you worried for your only one "do what you love, but we all need the money son" But i don't give a f** about a dollar! Working with my brothers to make our own magna carta At the cost of my stability, if i got my kin with me Then i'm with my dog solving mysteries How to get the chips to me, so we could all get plates Feel a little woozy all these Ls i faced These n***as looking for space, we boxin n***as out Heavyweight, these featherweight n***as got a lot of mouth Its like these rappers picking cotton now Milked by the game now u the cash cow But i been a labrat lusting for the cheese Cuz i heard green put you closer to your dreams As i blew steam i saw it was BS Working to be better than the best f** being next Pushed me out the nest Felt the fall then my wings grew Felt the fall then my wings grew These n***as see through I'm with malone i dont need you! TB the clique, we just tryna make sh** So my happiness is makeshift till im out the maze kid Getting wasted by my lonesome till i feel the hope come Until i feel the hope come, responsibility is knocking don't run Speeding with my seatbelt off, tell em if i rest in peace, my fault Speeding with my seatbelt off, tell em if i rest in peace, my fault Pause talk u not the squad i can't hear it Stubborn think im deaf disregarding the words of parents But the vision is apparent and i gotta make my own way I understand if u want me out your home, hey I'll take the world head on Wise guy head strong what if im dead wrong? Chance i'll take, out late imma figure all my sh** out Looking at myself like when they made me sit out Tryna get better i'll whether the bad weather Just give me my grey sweater and a whole zip Watch the flows rip n***as can't hold him I'll cross 7 oceans just to be the best me, test me I'll let a tec squeeze before you disrepect these sentences I'll let a tec squeeze before you disrepect these sentences A fool if i give it up for nothing won't let life f** me gotta get my nut in A fool if i give it up for nothing won't let life f** me gotta get my nut in A fool if i give it up for nothing won't let life f** me gotta get my nut in A fool if i give it up for nothing won't let life f** me gotta get my nut in By any means im on tracks heavily Beating beats until they bury me The kids news, no Elerbee This music be the remedy for growin pains Mama i love you but i am done with rain Running to where the sky's blue Left my judgement at the door Tell medhane i lost my mind, wishing for more But a wish ain't sh** with no work I did my homework and left foes in dirt But u couldn't see it The waves that im making got these stupid n***as sea sick Cradle to the casket i been in my bag kid Pa** f** n***as in pa**ion and my mark will be everlasting Call me captain Umi, umi can't you see your boy has grown? Coming right into my own if i dont pick up the phone leave a message at the tone Baggage on my soul For the cabbage i stroll down this lonely path Skipped the cla** but i still learned my lesson And it ain't no half steppin spill my soul in the session Im distant, im stressin Addiction, depression in our family denim but You don't gotta worry bout Medhane Even though this loud and liquor got my brain foggy Thought the poison was giving me peace So i kissed the bottle till my brain would leave me be And i know the reaper waiting for me But he gotta be patient you see? Want the world gotta cross the 7 seas Better make some space for me i'm taking air just wait and see Sincerely, me