Mary J. Blige - Suitcase lyrics

I wonder if I took these scars And pour dirt in 'em Would I grow me a brand new heart Will love work again If I keep lettin' you hurt me I might have to plead insanity 'Cause everything in me is telling me to go 'Cause I can't keep on crying when I see ya Messing up my make up Thinking you gon' change But everything's the same Starting keeping secrets Got my heart in pieces I'mma 'bout to pick myself up, and go You gon' wake up in the morn And find out that I'm already gone Got a one way ticket, here's your goodbye song And while you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase You gon' wake up in the morn And find out that I'm already gone Got a one way ticket, here's your goodbye song And while you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase While you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase While you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase Boy you had everything I never thought about another man Gave you so much control of me Your love really had me bugging me If I don't let you go, you'll just keep on hurting me more and more 'Cause everything in me is telling me to go 'Cause I can't keep on crying when I see ya Messing up my make up Thinking you gon' change But everything's the same Starting keeping secrets Got my heart in pieces I'mma 'bout to pick myself up, and go You gon' wake up in the morn And find out that I'm already gone Got a one way ticket, here's your goodbye song And while you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase You gon' wake up in the morn And find out that I'm already gone Got a one way ticket, here's your goodbye song And while you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase While you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase While you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase One foot out the door You won't hurt me no more Got my things, I'm on my way There's no reason for me to stay 'Cause I finally see the truth And I refuse to be used I'm so cool not loving you Zipping up my suitcase You gon' wake up in the morn And find out that I'm already gone Got a one way ticket, here's your goodbye song And while you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase You gon' wake up in the morn And find out that I'm already gone Got a one way ticket, here's your goodbye song And while you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase While you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase While you're trying to explain I'll be zipping up my suitcase