Mary J. Blige - Mirror lyrics

I used to give you too much power Trust me, them days is over Can't understand how I Let you sit on my shoulders Them times when you messed up I made escuses for And I always knew it, that I should have headed for the door But I stayed and you played the right way in your place And I prayed everytime you was away you'd see my face But the me was you, and your Pain was mine, and the Same situation playing over in my mind It seems Ain't tryna hear you Just tryna hear me Don't wanna hear nothing, baby it's selfishly I blaming you for the hurt in me, but it's not your fault that I'm so incomplete You see everytime I do it do it I seem to ruin Got this funny way of falling in love And it's effecting how I'm breathing Effecting how I'm eating Seems like I'm all up on d** So beg you my pardon Loving you deep in my heart And I can't take no more I'm looking for the problem Standing over the seek One thing I found, I had to take a look in mirror See I can't leave you, until I learn to leave me... What was I thinking That you could talk to me like that You was holding me down, but I was holding me back Looking inside myself, and has to see who I am, cause this is my trial, affecting my smile I'm gotta walk (? ), this is gonna be a while You see everytime I do it do it I seem to ruin Got this funny way of falling in love And it's effecting how I'm brething Effecting how I'm eating Seems like I'm all up on d** So beg you my pardon Loving you deep in my heart And I can't take no more I'm looking for the problem Standing over the seek One thing I found, I had to take a look in mirror See I can't leave you, until I learn to leave me Everything I thought I knew, All them times I ran away, You see, really I was running for me I know constantly we're trying, we was living in a lie Finally looked into mirror to see Probably would have left you sooner, but I was being scared, that ain't how I ever should be Yeah I was searching for a while for the sores of the problem One thing I found, I had to take a look in the mirror