Markkellreals - Expose My Thoughts lyrics

Yeah ;Sometimes I reach to the point I start questioning my life But it will never reach to the point I pull out a gun or a knife Are you ok yeah I’m ok Just exposing the thoughts in my mind Are you sure your ok yeah I promise I will be fine But I know deep down I’m always Battling all my demons Growing up it was a problem when I expressed all my feelings I feel so numb and neglected and scared to tell how im feeling Maybe that’s why I’m always a Prisoner to my demons Oh lord Iying to my peers like everything is great But knowing deep down I’m suffering from a lotta heart breaks How much can I take I’m tired of all of this weight My heart isn’t safe that’s the main reason why I became afraid Too Many thought, and most of them are regrets So many lost ,it’s hard to deal with all the pain in my chest Expose my thoughts until I feel numb and a mess Let down my guards even though I’m highly depressed Depressed What are the odds if the odds being against me I carry my garbage in a bag so I will never feel empty Being Jealous of what you have I will never be envy When My depression relapse and makes it easier to end me Memories bring pain to my heart making it hard to digest When I text a lot of female they don’t reply to my text I’m always on the edge of being emotionally stressed If you ever cross my path that will be your biggest regret Biggest regret