Markkellreals - Disappear lyrics

I just don’t get it Why I’m I not happy I’m just so tired I just wanna disappear If I trust you to be my light would you leave me in the dark If I gave you all I have would you rip me apart There is so many questions I wanna ask but don’t know where to start You know my heart isn’t bulletproof but You still shooting shots at my heart You told me you wouldn’t leave ,so tell me why are you leaving I Never doubted but believe in you ;because you gave my life meaning The moment you left my life you have been replaced by my demons We are both stuck with the pain and memories let’s just call it even I stay in and I by in and don’t go out while you will drink and party on the weekend We have been talking for a while and now you wanna be friends it really hits deep when you don’t give me a vailed reason And it really hurts to know that your love is only for a season I give up,I’m tired of crying and pleading It su*ks to know that I’m the only one that’s showing true feelings It su*ks to know that your the only one who gave 1 out of a million It hurts to know that you show fake love and play with my feelings We are who we are and it is what it is We live in a Cruel world where we struggle to live We question our life and sometimes don’t want to live Over thinking life wondering will it ever get better than this better than this I just wanna disappear I feel like my time is near Whoa ho Don’t tell me that you care when you never really cared Whoa ho I wish I would of wiped your tears And told you I would always be here Whoa ho I just wanna disappear I feel like my time is near Whoa yeah i’m falling, don’t know what to do anymore you got me going insane, you’ve been rotting my brain i’ve been calling, why don’t you pick up the phone? you’ve been on the road all day, you say you want to go home yeah it hurts every night when i think about you you don’t understand the pain that i’ve been going through do you think about me?or you think of other dudes? why’s it always got to be me that had to loose anxiety and depression is all i feel now ever since you went ahead and tore my heart out why’s it got to be me that’s getting to attached? then you go right ahead and give me heart attacks society’s got it twisted, i’m just saying the truth so many questions, we won’t get answers too i mean this is life, you stumble and you fall i guess i’ll just choose to not love at all I just wanna disappear I feel like my time is near Whoa ho Don’t tell me that you care when you never really cared Whoa ho I wish I would of caught your tears And told you I would always be here Whoa ho I just wanna disappear I feel like my time is near Whoa