Marissa Nadler - Holiday In lyrics

I called you when I was drunk all the time Stuck on the mountain in winter's prime Laying on the floor I knew you were never mine Holed up at the Holiday Inn I'd rather watch crime TV then see you again Peeled off the bed, I heard what you said In the white scream clear You see me and you want to walk away You got a girl waiting on a rock by the bay Your fantasies go on forever And you've got nothing left to say I stood on the pier waiting for you After the show, the ships went by Said hello but knew It was finally goodbye You see me and you got nothing to say You have a girl in every state, I know I'm in the way My fantasies go on forever And I've got nothing left to say You see me and you want to walk away You have a girl waiting on a rock by the bay Your fantasies go on forever And you've got nothing left to say