Mariana's Trench - Feeling Small lyrics

This one's of you, taking your pill You sometimes forget, and that's okay I guess This one's of me at my sister's wedding day All my faces, they all were wasted You're barely breathing, I know What if it started to show? And I know it won't ever change But it hurts the same This one's of me, throwing up for you And I'm paler still, and that's the way you wanted it This one's of you; certain of cancer And all my faces, they all were wasted on feeling small You're barely breathing, I know And now it's starting to show And I know it won't ever change But it hurts the same A fever broke somewhere behind July And remember how I weighed 135 And we collide All my faces, they all were wasted on feeling small You're barely breathing, I know And now it's starting to show And I know it won't ever change But it hurts the same This one's of me, losing the way Feeling afraid