And I wondered why you came for all this After so long When it ripped into you like the son you never were And I don't think this is what you wanted now It feels alright but that's a lie that's always near Sit around and blame the one that put you here I laugh out loud to drown it out So I can breathe and feel the space surround me And I wondered why you never doubted getting ([Unverified]) When it pulls you down and turns out over (When it may) Why are you always in a fight with me? You will always end up here