Mariana's Trench - Alibi lyrics

From the scrapes and bruises To the familiar abuses I'll kick and scream But it never changes anything I could spill my guts out Wearing my best little girl pout I almost missed it But nobody said this was gonna be easy This is not the man I hoped to be And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how to word it I just started to deserve it And all my faces are alibis, and me I'm half the man I wanted to be Most times it comes out wrong I don't know the words but I'll hum along There's nothing familiar here anymore To anyone or anything enough to feel alive And I still taste that sickness And it makes me crazy without it at best But I'm in the same place I used to be But I'm trying harder not to be So what am I and all my All my faces are alibis This is not the man I hoped to be And I'm just trying to stop the bleeding I don't know how the words go I just started not to say no Don't want it, don't get it I know you won't regret it Don't surface, don't surface And I feel so damn worthless Another day is gone And all my faces are alibis and me I'm half the man I wanted to be