Marcia Dickstein - Different lyrics

[Verse 1] When I look you in the lie Something deep inside me dies 'cause I know you won't get better, better, better You'd rather be right than be loved The only thing I understood Nothing's ever good enough [Pre-Chorus 1] I stumble through the words as they're leaving me Tremble at the side of Your Majesty And I cut myself just to get them out [Chorus] This time I'll be different, I promise you This time I'll be special, you know I will Just don't leave with me in your eyes This time I'll be better, I want you to know This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so Just don't leave with me In your eyes, your eyes, your eyes [Verse 2] You took my youth, you took my health And if you're not here I find myself You're supposed to make this better, better, better No self-control and no reason why If I don't change, then we both die This is it for you and I [Pre-Chorus 2] Blisters at the end of my fingertips Praying to a god I don't think exist Will you listen now? Can you forgive me somehow? [Chorus] This time I'll be different, I promise you This time I'll be special, you know I will Just don't leave with me in your eyes This time I'll be better, I want you to know This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so Just don't leave with me In your eyes, your eyes, your eyes [Bridge] Closer now to the end If love was the answer Then hope was the question Closer now, let's pretend We've never been out here before [Chorus] This time I'll be different, I promise you This time I'll be special, you know I will Just don't leave with me in your eyes This time I'll be better, I want you to know This time I'll be special, oh God, make it so Just don't leave with me In your eyes, your eyes, your eyes