Maor Appelbaum - d**h of an Anarchist lyrics

I wear a mask, oh yes I do, it may seem harsh but it hides the truth See I am pained by what I see in this life this reality The word love people say with shame but in this heart there's a burning flame I take a look at society, a misfit, I guess that's me Can't take this blind hatred From myself escaping Awake again I face the truth Sober now with all the proof We're burned in reality Dying to live but cannot feel Emptiness of this world is real All trust in mankind envy steals Win or lose, in d**h I choose to live this life by my own rules They steal faith in your fellow man, led to believe he has a plan Subservant in invisible chains we live our lives as the system slaves I only wish that you could see there is no God just you and me I got out there to get here My way of thinking is just too cleat I'll live again with my disguise Camouflaged in life of lies A mirrored wall in front of me I'm a vampire cos I can't see The jester that guides my destiny Is the same one I refuse to be Why can't I see, I am not me? When will you see, you can be free?