Manuel Foreign - Blow My Brains lyrics
[Verse 1: Manuel Foreign] Yeah im tryin hard to keep my flows on Love me through my high and lows (x2) Yeah im trying hard to keep my mind sane Drowning with my thoughts and woes (x2) But im going hard like these drums bang Trapping on on my sickest waves (x2) Yeah im trying yeah im tryin Yeah im trapping baby im trapping [Verse 2: TyFaizon] Blow my brains like I'm cobain All these model around me doing c**aine Im focused on the art like I'm David Bowie Plus your boy a black star like I'm David Bowie She stole the Visa card spent it on some Rosches I bought the black trench, so they know not to approach me I let the model girls wonder cause they do not know me I do not play your songs because your music phony Blow my brains or I'll slit my wrist On my vans it say triple 6 These hoes love me for my penmanship I'm a demon and you're heaven sent I'm on these ultra beams I take these girls around me, turn them to some fiends Flannel with my hoodie still don't rock Supreme These kids rap along cause they know what I mean [Verse 3: Manuel Foreign] Put my art inside a frame cause Might just blow my brains And my b**h think im insane Sippin purp to numb the pain She put Drugs inside my veins I don't recall your name Um excuse me whats your name You and me we ain't the same But she love me so she claim But she lowkey not my main And she know she cannot tame me But I can't just let her go She not another hoe I can't live without her no And even if I slur my words I guess I gotta let her know Im f**ed up Tell my baby that I f**ed up Cut my wrist girl just kiss me I know you're pissed But im f**ed up Yeah im f**ed up Yeah i f**ed up Baby no don't get upset Song gonna confess that I might just be depressed I just hope that you're impressed (x4) [Chorus: TyFaizon](x2) Prolly poppin pills till we're not alive Depression keep us not alive Prolly poppin pills till we're not alive Depression keep us not alive [Verse 4: Manuel Foreign] Prolly poppin pills till im not alive Depression keep me not alive But im too scared of suicide Drinking I can't even drive Who the f** let me drive? Took a trip to the other side Had a dream where I finally died A sad life where my momma cried My dad wouldn't care if im still alive Feeling low busy getting high All the smoke clouding up my eye Eyes dry I can't even cry And I tried I can't even lie Wonder what my life is looking like Sonder in the night I can feel the fight Wonder if ill ever take flight [Chorus](x2) [Outro] Dude like real sh** real sh** I was getting high every day Like that sh** was fun Then i looked up like Bro ive been getting f**ed up for a whole summer Honestly Life is so f**ing boring without d** I dont know what I'd do without them