Mansun - Witness To A Murder (part Two) lyrics

All my life What i mistook for friendly pats on the back Were really the hands that pushed me further and further down The more i struggle, the less i achieve Deep, chlorine breath Minutes bleed into hours, bleed into days Something keeps me in this disinfected womb We see things differently in daylight, i suppose I mean, everything is an excuse for something But my conscience is intact I can deny everything I'm waving into blind eyes