Mansions - Holidaze lyrics

I always sleep through holidaze Don't really wanna see my face I can't know i'm alone if i am not awake I always sleep through holidaze Sitting by myself, inside a tiny room Watching bad tv, got nothing else to do Drink til i get sick, Start howling at the moon Spending all my nights just missin' you I always feel so goddamn small I can't fit in so f** them all I close my eyes i can't let on i'm miserable I always feel so goddamn small Sitting by myself, inside a tiny room Watching bad tv got nothing else to do Drink til i get sick Start howling at the moon Spending all my nights just missin' you Spending all my nights just missin' you God will surround me, On the floor in my kitchen Drunk on thanksgiving Just hopin' and wishin' That i can fall asleep and forget bout where i am Forget that you aren't here, yeah, i think i'm sleepin' in Sitting by mself, inside a tiny room Watching bad tv got nothing else to do