Mansions - The Constant lyrics

i'm not supposed to be here no, i quite simply lost the time and all these people gathered round me no, they are no friends of mine pick up the phone, pick up the phone, baby i need you pick up the phone, pick up the phone, baby i need you alone i've been looking in the mirror i hardly recognize my face my name? getting any clearer a open book, i lost my place oh my sweet penelope you waited all this time for me but i am found, i am known, i am finally coming home i'm alive am i alive?