Mansions (Rock) - Not The First Time lyrics

So I got a little drunk and embarra**ed myself It's not the first time Thought something would happen, thought you were something else That was a big lie I never really ever meant to be taking everything so seriously It's not the first time And I should know better But I guess I don't I don't know a thing about you Besides the fact that I want to Don't leave me here without you Tried to make you miss me but you wouldn't oblige So I said, "get out Yeah, get the f** out" The whiskey on my breath started to fall from my eyes Just like a rain cloud Yeah, I'm a dark cloud I never really ever meant to be Presenting myself so desperately It's not the first time And I should know better If I thought it'd make you stay I would chop off both your legs But knowing you you'd find a way to keep on leaving Well don't leave cause all I want is you to just pretend to feel it Or I guess I don't