(Verse) This life I be living Is more then what's under the covers I wonder Why I'm stuck in slumber Just feed me some pills to get over the hunger Im over the drama don't tell me you love her I know that that's bullsh** You've fallen for all the wrong reasons She's calling and you can't tell her that your leaving She treat you like sh** but somehow your deceived and You think she gon change but nobody see's it I guess that I'll see you where these demons meet us I Guess that I'll stress about all these reasons I guess I'll stress about these feelings I'm grieving I'm certain, I'm bleeding, I'm fiending I'm leaning on you But it feels like a statue All of the things that I do When I'm around you I'm bound to be Setting my boundaries Counting this money It ain't nothing for me It doesn't compare To all of this glory You know its not fair That's just the story Get used to it Will I be ok Naw loosen the grip Yeah I'm losing my sh** yeah (Pre Chorus) Im losing my grip yeah x4 I know I'll be losing my grip (Chorus) I know I'll be dead inside You'll never find me in a place to hide Where is Alice no one knows You've gone down this hopeless road x2