Manimal - Edmond lyrics

Five'o clock in the mornin' I'm here, but already gone I dreamt, awake, I saw my whole life flying away And I heard this voice humming this melody, again I look at you, for the last time And your face is gone I just want you to know that it's not your fault, not at all I put on my clothes, I walk out, it's rainin' Oh no, I guess it's sunny, actually, and I'm thinking of my father Will I make the same mistakes ? Where is my free will ? I drank it yesterday Learning from my shame I try to walk away Buried in myself I blew it all away I waited, waited for my help To save my soul today Buried in yourself You blew it all away You waited, waited for my help To save your soul today Ok. I think this time, it's for good. It's real I'm not my father, I'm not my mother, I am me, I'm bored I don't wanna die without scars, I want to grow up, not to grow old And the moon is showing me the way to wisdom, as I'm singing this again This is my free will I threw it up here today Laughing at my shame I'm just walking away Buried in myself I blew it all away I waited, waited for my help To save my soul today Buried in yourself You let me go away You waited, waited for some help I saved my soul today