Manic Street Preachers - My Drowning World lyrics

[Verse 1] I want him to be a failure Ah, to live in the ruins of my own life To surf on the waves of nothingness My secret language [?] me The cold and [?] on my lungs My mother a long-lost distant ghost [Hook] Oh the glory of my drowning world All the marriages, diaries and the [?] The ice in the veins The feeling so sweet It's the rich world that I intend to repeat (?) To repeat [Verse 2] My father's anger still raging All around my million words None of which I wrote, all of which I learned Hymns of my youth still call me More than a hammer, more than a [?] [?] Beer [Hook] Oh the folly of my drowning world All the marriagеs, diamonds and the [?] The ice in thе veins The feeling so sweet, yeah It's the rich world that I intend to repeat To repeat [Outro] And in my self-destruction Never worked on [?]'s thing The only principle I ever obeyed